The enemy suggests to the Son of God a different way from the Father, but Jesus shrugs off that stench.

Francis' life had undergone a radical change when the Physician Jesus had spoken to him.

The Poor Man had realised that he was loved and that, by following Him, he would be healed from self-worship to render it to God alone.

The Crucifix at San Damiano and the leper he had met had changed him inwardly.

The Minim of Assisi devoted himself to frequent fasts and nights in prayer, for periods of forty days (in consonance with the forty days Jesus spent in the desert).

He did this often - apart from the period before Easter.

At those times he would suspend his apostolic commitments, retiring to hermitages: simple and austere places, far from the cities.

There, as his biographer Celano recalls, he would build his nest in the clefts of the rock*.

The Sources chronicle his Lenten periods, where he was often put to the test.

"Two years before he rendered his spirit to God, after many and various labours, divine Providence drew him aside and led him to a lofty mountain, called the mountain of La Verna.

Here he had begun, according to his custom, to fast during Lent in honour of St Michael the Archangel, when he began to feel flooded with extraordinary sweetness in contemplation, inflamed by a more lively flame of celestial desires, filled with richer divine gifts [...] intent on seeking God's will, to which he yearned with the greatest ardour to conform himself in everything" (FF1223).

La Verna was par excellence "the desert" of Francis, where, as happened to Jesus in arid places, he was subjected to oppressive temptations.

While the Saint was in prayer, there "came a great multitude of ferocious demons [...] and they began strongly to fight and vex him" (FF 1901).

But he began to shout aloud:

"«O damned spirits, you can do nothing except as much as the hand of God permits you [...] And I am prepared to cheerfully endure every punishment and every adversity that you, my God, want to send me for my sins».

Then the demons, confused and overcome by his constancy and patience, departed" (FF 1901).

He fed more than on material bread on that of the Holy Word and taught his brothers to adore God alone, wherever they were, trusting in divine care and solicitude.

In fact, his sons, faithful to Francis' exhortation, when they passed near a church, would stop and prone, with body and spirit, adore the Almighty, saying: «We adore you, O Christ, in all your churches» (FF 401).

The power of the Holy Spirit placed them in the right attitude of need, before power or success, just as Christ had instructed them, without allowing themselves to be caged by such seductions.

«It is written: The Lord thy God shalt thou worship, and him only shalt thou worship».

«And the Spirit drove him into the wilderness, and he was in the wilderness tempted by the satan, and was with the beasts»

*Famous is the hermitage of the Carceri, near Assisi; in reality Francis created twenty in central Italy.

[1st Sunday in Lent]

Levi's call and sharing the table with him produced scandal among the Pharisees, but Jesus taught them that it is the sick who need the doctor!

Francis and Clare saw in their vocation and that of the brothers and sisters who followed them an attractive and fundamental appointment in their existence.

Through the Call, God was realising a secret gift in them, far beyond the expectations of a petty life.

Regarding Francis, we read in the Sources:

As he was passing near the church of St Damian, he was inspired to enter it. He went there, and began to pray fervently before the image of the Crucifix, who spoke to him with moving goodness:

"Francis, do you not see that my house is falling down? Go, then, and restore it".

Trembling and astonished, the young man replied:

"I will do it gladly, Lord".

However, he had misunderstood; he thought it was about that church which, because of its antiquity, threatened imminent ruin.

At those words of Christ he became immensely happy and radiant; he felt in his soul that it was really the Crucified One who had given him the message.

As he left the church, he found a priest sitting nearby, and putting his hand in his purse, he offered him money, saying:

"Sir, I beg you to buy oil to make a lamp burn before that Crucifix. When this money is finished, I will bring you more, according to need" (FF 1411).

The Poverello, considering minority as a specific vocation of the Friar, was worried because "he saw that some ardently desired the offices of the Order, of which they made themselves unworthy, apart from anything else, even for the mere ambition to govern. And he said that these were not Friars Minor, but had forgotten their vocation and had fallen from glory" (FF 729).

Clare, regarding the vocation of the sisters residing at San Damiano, also expressed herself in her Testament as follows:

"The Lord himself has placed us as a model, as an example and mirror not only for other men, but also for our sisters, those whom the Lord himself has called to follow our vocation, so that they too may shine as a mirror and example for all those who live in the world" (FF 2829).

«I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners to conversion» (Lk 5:32)

Saturday after the Ashes  (Lk 5:27-32)

Jesus replied to John's disciples, who were fasting a lot, surprising them: as long as the Bridegroom is with his wedding guests, they cannot fast.

Francis knew well how to discern between the importance of fasting and the exaggeration of doing it. Indeed, in his life, never did form take the place of substance.

The Sources illustrate:

"Francis rebuked his brothers who were too hard on themselves and who reached exhaustion by dint of vigils, fasts, prayers and corporal penances [...].

The man of God forbade such excesses, admonishing those brothers lovingly and calling them to common sense, healing their wounds with the medicine of wise instructions [...].

He spoke with them, identifying himself with their situation, not as a judge then, but as an understanding father with his children and as a compassionate doctor with his own sick. He knew how to be sick with the sick, afflicted with the afflicted" (FF 1470).

All this while being "a new man, [who] with new virtues renewed the way of perfection that had disappeared from the world" (FF 3162).

«Can the wedding guests be afflicted as long as the Bridegroom is with them?» (Mt 9:15)

Friday after Ash Wednesday  (Mt 9:14-15)

Jesus emphasises how 'to lose' one's life for the cause of the Kingdom is, in truth, to gain it.

Francis, at the beginning of the Regola non bollata (1221), writes that the brothers wished to live following the example of the Lord Jesus.

He emphasises various expressions of the Gospel, highlighting the importance of denying oneself and taking up the cross.

The pious father often gathered his sons around him and spoke at length about the Kingdom of God "the contempt of the world, the necessity of denying one's own will" (FF 1058), teaching them.

"Go [...] proclaim peace to men; preach penance for the remission of sins. Be patient in tribulation, watchful in prayer [...]" (FF 1058).

Leaving oneself to embrace the call in all its breadth, willing to lose one's life to find it in the incarnate Word, was the motif of their daily life.

Illuminating is a passage from the Sources, taken from the Major Legend:

"While one day he was praying, so isolated from the world, and was all absorbed in God, in the excess of his fervour Christ Jesus appeared to him, like one confined on a cross.

On seeing him, he felt his soul melt. The memory of Christ's passion was so vividly imprinted in the innermost recesses of his heart, that from that moment on, when Christ's crucifixion came to his mind, he could hardly restrain himself, even outwardly, from tears and sighs, as he himself reported in confidence later, when he was approaching death.

The man of God understood that, through this vision, God was addressing to him that maxim of the Gospel: 'If you want to come after me, deny yourself, take up your cross and follow me' (FF 1035).

But Clare too, her blessed father's first seedling, always endeavoured to deny herself, spurring her own soul and that of her sisters with assiduous meditation on the Passion of Christ.

"To nourish her soul uninterruptedly with the ineffable joys of the Crucifix, she meditated very frequently on the prayer of the five wounds of the Lord. She learned the Office of the Cross, as St Francis, the lover of the cross, had composed it, and she used to recite it with equal love" (FF 3216).

In her wonderful letter to Ermentrude of Bruges*, Clare expresses herself thus:

"Lift up your eyes to heaven, O dearest, for it is an invitation to us, and take up your cross and follow Christ who goes before us. For after many and various tribulations, it is He who will lead us into His glory.

Love God with all your heart, and Jesus, His Son crucified for us sinners, and never let the memory of Him fall from your mind.

Meditate without tiring yourself on the mystery of the cross and on the sorrows of the Mother standing at the foot of the cross" (FF 2915).

Clare, following the example of Francis, lived the Holy Word of the Gospel enclosed in St Damian's, out of love for the Bridegroom, repudiating every worldly ambition.

In the time in which she lived, she chose to live as a recluse for those she loved and by whom she felt loved.

The penitential and renegade dimension is no longer so harsh and disconcerting, when it is Charity that exudes from the walls the beauty of the spousal and regenerative experience she had, by Grace, as well as so many of her sisters.

Ermentrude is responsible for the spread of the Order of the Poor Clares in Flanders.

«For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it» (Lk 9:24)

Thursday after Ash Wednesday  (Lk 9:22-25)

On this Ash Wednesday, the liturgy brings to our reflection three cornerstones of the Lenten season that is beginning.

The focus is on discreet charity, on prayer in hiddenness, on fasting from sin combined with bodily fasting, attested by a joyful countenance.

The Poor Man of Assisi, after his initial conversion, never ceased meditating on Jesus' forty days in the desert, before his public life, and constantly thought of the Passover of the Lamb sacrificed for our redemption.

Francis lived his entire existence according to a penitential style, never allowing form to dominate over substance; implementing the Word in a wise human and spiritual balance, synonymous with inner stature.

He was hard on himself, but tender and compassionate with the brothers who exceeded in debilitating fasts.

In the Sources we read:

"Francis reproached his brothers who were too hard on themselves, and who reached exhaustion by dint of vigils, fasts, prayers and corporal penances.

Some in fact, in order to repress the ardour of their senses, inflicted torments on themselves so cruel that they seemed to be driven by suicide.

The man of God forbade such excesses, admonishing those brothers lovingly and calling them to common sense, healing their wounds with the medicine of wise instructions" (FF 1470).

He continually brought Christ's Passion to mind and called for mortification.

"If he was at table with people of the world and they offered him food to his taste, he would barely taste it, making some excuse so that they would not notice that he was depriving himself of it out of penance.

And eating with the brothers, he often put ashes on the food, saying, to disguise his abstinence: 'Sister ashes is chaste!

But also, out of love for the brothers, he knew how to make himself one with their needs and weaknesses.

"Although, then, with all his strength he encouraged the brothers to an austere life, he did not like that intransigent severity that does not cover the heart of piety and is not seasoned with the salt of discretion.

One friar, due to excessive fasting, could not sleep at all one night, tormented as he was by hunger. Realising the pitiful shepherd that his sheep was in danger, he called the friar over, put some bread in front of him and, to prevent him from blushing, he began to eat first, while gently inviting the other to eat" (FF 1095).

So the brother banished his shame and contentedly took food.

Francis' vigilance and condescension had prevented the friar's body from being harmed, giving him cause for great edification.

In the morning, explaining the incident to his sons, he said to them:

«To you brethren, let not food but charity be an example» (FF 1095).

The Minim was animated by a strong contemplative sense.

Celano, in the Second Life, informs us:

"He was not so much a praying man as he himself was transformed into living prayer" (FF 681).

He was always looking for secluded spaces where he could be united with Christ.

"And if he suddenly felt visited by the Lord, so as not to be without a cell, he made himself a small one with his cloak.

And if at times he was without it, he would cover his face with his sleeve, so as not to reveal the hidden manna" (FF 681).

«When you pray, enter into your chamber, and shut your door [Is 26:20; 2 Kings 4:33] pray to your Father, who [is] in secret» (Mt 6:6)

That conversion, which began for the Poverello when he stopped worshipping himself (as the Sources say), lasted for the whole of his life, fading in the three directions described and suggested by the Gospel.

«But when you give alms, let not your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your alms may be in secret, and your Father who looks in secret will [render] it to you» (Mt 6:3-4)

Ash Wednesday  (Mt 6:1-6.16-18)

Even Francis, when he was still in the world and faced with the unravelling of his specific call from the Lord [and subsequent conversion] had to struggle against Herod's leaven: lust for power and glory.

It was God, then, who enlightened him and made him distance himself from what was leading him astray.

"A nobleman from Assisi, eager for money and glory, took up arms to go and fight in Apulia. On hearing of this, Francis was seized with a thirst for adventure. So, in order to be created a knight by a certain Count Gentile, he prepares a trousseau of precious cloths; for if he was less rich than his fellow citizen, he was, however, more generous than him in spending [...]" (FF 1399).

But the Lord, knowing him to be so eager for glory and power, visited him with a vision.

While he was sleeping, a man appeared to him who, calling him by name, led him to a beautiful palace where weapons and objects of warfare were seen hanging on the wall.

Francis asked to whom all these things and the palace belonged. He was answered that it all belonged to him and his knights.

He woke up, all happy, interpreting the dream according to worldly criteria. Having not yet fully tasted the spirit of God, he imagined he would become a prince.

So, interpreting it as an omen of good fortune, he wanted to leave for Apulia, to be created a knight by that Count.

When he arrived in Spoleto, he began to feel unwell and in his sleep he heard a voice asking him where he was going. Francis told him of his ambitious project.

"He said, «Who can be of more use to you: the master or the servant?» He answered: «The master».

The One resumed: «Why then do you abandon the master to follow the servant, and the prince for the subject?»

Then Francis asked, «Lord, what do you want me to do?»

Concluded the voice: «Return to your city and there you will be told what you must do; for the vision that has appeared to you must be interpreted in a different sense».

[...] The morning dawned and in great haste he diverted his horse to Assisi, happy and exultant" (FF 1401).

Thus Francis abandoned the leaven of Herod to adhere to Christ, becoming its great Herald, courageous and tenacious.

Tuesday 6th wk. in O.T.  (Mk 8,14-21)

In the verses from Mark's Gospel, Jesus is disgusted by the hypocritical Pharisees, who start arguing with Him asking for a sign from heaven to test Him, after the miracle of the multiplication of the loaves and fishes.

All this causes a deep disappointment in Christ.

Francis of Assisi followed Jesus not because of the wonders that the Lord performed but by Faith; won over by his Gospel, by the Beatitudes enunciated on the Mount, by his having died and risen again - for him.

This had attracted him and made him fall in love with the bare Gospel parable, without 'ifs' and 'buts'.

The Sources, the jewel of the Franciscan path, help us to understand.

«Therefore all those who saw the Lord Jesus according to humanity, but did not see or believe, according to the spirit and divinity, that he is the true Son of God, are condemned».

And so now all those who see the sacrament, which is sanctified through the words of the Lord above the altar in the hands of the priest, under the species of bread and wine, and do not see nor believe, according to the spirit and divinity, that he is truly the most holy body and blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, are condemned, for it is The Most High Himself who bears witness to this, when He says:

«This is my body and blood of the new covenant [which will be shed for many]», and again:

«Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life» (FF 142).

If the Presence of the Son of God is not enough to make one believe, what other sign can be given to this generation?

Francis' faith is the best response to worldly insipience.

«And the Lord gave me so much faith in the churches, that I simply prayed» and said:

«We adore you, Lord Jesus Christ, even in all your churches which are throughout the whole world, and we bless you, because by your holy cross you have redeemed the world» (FF 111 - Testament of St Francis).

This is the only Sign!

«And He groaning in His spirit says: Why does this generation seek a sign?» (Mk 8:12a)

Monday, 6th wk. in O.T.  (Mk 8,11-13)